A Moment in Nature Northern Mockingbird

https://www.inaturalist.org/observations/113225456

“After hanging up, Aomame sat in her reading chair by the window and stared at her right hand for a while. Long, slim fingers, closely trimmed nails. Nails well cared for but unpolished. Looking at her nails, Aomame had a strong sense of what a fragile, fleeting thing her own existence was. Something as simple as the shape of her fingernails: it had been decided without her. Somebody else made the decision, and all I could do was go along with it, like it or not. Who could have decided that this was how my nails would be shaped?” – 1Q84 (Vintage International) Haruki Murakami, Jay Rubin, and Philip Gabriel